VOiid

Feeliin liike ii juss walked riight out of a dream...ii don't know how to feel....one minute iim done da nexx iim iin iit.....juss confusiing...ii wanna fill diss voiid iin my liife && ii know dat ii can onlee fill dat wiith hiim....ii love dat boy soo much dat its hard to let go....he iis my everything....&& my love for him will never go away....iim juss takiin thiings slow....but iim tiired so here ii go.....off to bed....muahz <33

VOiid

hiiii homiie

Hey there its been a while siince ii blogged sorry......been thiinkiin && stuff.....ii really miss my bestiiez.....iim goin home today....yayyy ii reallly miss everyone.....well sad to say my aunty bunny iis siick && ii feel really bad ii wiish she gets betta....smh.....juss a thought....not much to blog abt today....so yea

hiiii homiie

Hey there its been a while siince ii blogged sorry......been thiinkiin && stuff.....ii really miss my bestiiez.....iim goin home today....yayyy ii reallly miss everyone.....well sad to say my aunty bunny iis siick && ii feel really bad ii wiish she gets betta....smh.....juss a thought....not much to blog abt today....so yea

sko0l..ugh

h3y sko0l was okay today...had a little fun atleast for the few minutez dhat ii was iin attendanc3 ii so didnt wanna stay....ugh!!! not really a gr3at day...had a little confrontation with th3 b3stii3 today we had a f3w ch0iic3 of wordz....but yet another....wtf mom3nt....ii cant stand th3 fact that ii 3v3n onc3 had a crush on dhiis nigga that ii thought was r3d hot....h3z a fuckin goof off and he takes nothing seriously. i gu3ss ill try 2 hav3 a good day tomorrow cuz todaii aint go as plann3d or as ii thought shyt wouldv3 w3nt down...btu w.3...im missiin my 3x liik3 mad...and iits r3ally ann0yiing...cuz h3 cam3 by th3 otha day....and layin d3r3 wiith hym brought bacc mad od33 m3morii3z...but ill survive...ii gu3ss. w3ll kiss3s to my biitch3z...hugz to my thugz...im of dhis shyt...my jamila boo iiz hom3 today....d3ff gotta chill..muahhz b3stii3z.. l83r

tiir3d m3ng!!!

I'm fuckin you tonit3...rk3lly && big
Mad tiir3d can waiit till sko0l tomorrow
Yes yes...not r3ally much to blog todaii.
Or shud I say tonit3...I'm kinda s0r3...but ill b3 fiin3...j3n iis my b3stii3 f0r liif3...I wuv dat liil batos...lmao...m3 off dis ting man.

n3w day.....

W0w....ii gu3ss diiz iis wat iit f33ls liik3 2 l3t g0....n3va th0ught ii can b3 so0o d0n3 wiith s0m3bod33...h3 diid 3vrything p0siibl3 2 mak3 m3 jus giiv3 ^....ii kn0 n0w what iit f33ls liik3 2 just l3t thiingz fl0w && l3t th0s3 dat r3ally car3 iin....iits amaziing h0w y0u giiv3 s0m3on3 all y0ur tym3 d3n th3y just f0rg3t ab0ut all th3 tiim3 y0u hav3 sp3nt that y0u can't g3t back....but iits all go0d y0u wiin s0m3 y0u l0s3 sum iit aiint n0thiin.....s0m3on3 acctually wants 2 sp3nd quality tim3 wiith m3....&& acctually wants 2 kn0 wats 0n my miind && wants 2 l0v3 m3....iif ii diidnt l3t g0 of hiim....b0yfrii3nd #2 w0uldv3 l3ft m3 al0n3 atl3ast dhats wat ii th0ught h3 iis so0o gr3at that h3 waiit3d f0r m3 2 cum 2 my s3nc3s.....ii kiinda s0rta liik3 hiim.....l0v3 iis 0v3r rat3d && s0 iis s3x...I'm kinda saviing mys3lf n0w f0r th3 riight 0n3....f0r marriiag3 ii gu3ss....b3caus3 s3x ( f0r m3 ) c0m3s wiith 3m0tii0n && d3v0tii0n && n0 on3 has sh0wn m3 tru3 d3v0tiion y3t s0 my w3t b0x wiill stay dry liik3 dha sahara d3ss3rt until that 1 cumz al0ng....f0r b3iing s0 y0ung iiv3 b33n thru a l0t && ii dnt thiink n0n3 of th3z3 y0ung b0yz can handl3 dhis....iim go0d th0....b3tta d3n lat y3ar...

tru3 dr3amz.....

Wat mak3s m3 wak3 up wiith a smiil3...&& wantiing 2 sle3p 4 da r3st 0f all 3t3rniity....th3 dr3amz 0f havin び 4 3va... B0y y0u ar3 s0 b3autiiful 2 m3...
&& das 0utsiid3 && iin.... I miss y0u....o so much....n0t th3 physiical viisiits but ii miiss y0u iin th3 spiritual....
C0nfus3d cuz ii jus want y0u 2 undastand...I wanna b3 ya lady 43va....
I wud juss dii3 iif ii w0k3 up iint0 a nit3mar3 0n3 mor3 niit3......b3iin wiith y0u iis m3arly a dr3am.....iits a fantacy dhat ii cnt 3xplaiin.....s0 ov3rwh3lmiing d3s3 dr3amz ii hav3 b3cuz....y0u t0uch my inn3r m0st 3xtacii3s.....d03snt hav3 2 b3 s3xual......juss y0u b3iin n3xt 2 m3 satisfii3z my m0st wantful n33ds.....
Craviin f0r y0u iin my drr3amzz && my r3aliitii3z....u ar3 my dr3am guy....my 3v3rythiing && n0thin && n0 1 can tak3 away th3 thrill ii g3t 3ach tiim3 ii c y0u....ii lov3 y0u po0kii3....alwayz && f0r3va iin dr3amz && iin r3aliity.....wat3va da c0st ill pay iit.....muahhz....iLy <3

s0m3on3 wh0 h0ldz my h3art.......

I cud r3m3mb3r th3 fiirst tiim3 ii saw hiim...iit was a liitl3 c0ld 0utsiid3 && dhiis iis w3n niiggaz us3d 2 chiill 0n dha bl0ck faiithfully....lolz(d0s3 dayz)3v3ryb0dy was ko0l wiith 3v3ryb0dy.....&& n0t r3ally much drama was tak3n plac3...an33wayz....h3 always was mysterii0us 2 m3 cuz ii wud always c hiim ar0und......&& b3 kiinda afraiid 2 tlk 2 hiim....but ii d3v3l0p3d a liikiin 2 hiim b3caus3 h3 s33med diiff3r3nt....ii wud d0 liittl3 stuff 2 mak3 hiim n0tiic3 m3 but iit aiint s33m liik3 h3 r3ally acknowl3dg3d m3..m0nths w3nt by && ii wud tlk 2 diiff3r3nt niiggaz som3tiim3z 2 mak3 hiim j3al0us 0r mak3 hiim car3 && n0tiic3 m3....iit s33m3d liik3 iit was w0rkiing at first but th3n h3 g0t iint0 a r3latii0nship && th3 dumb part was dhat was wiith my h3lp.....0nly b3cuz ii f3lt liik3 h3 diidnt hav3 an33 iint3r3st iin m3....ab0ut a m0nth w3nt by && hiis prii0r r3latii0nship 3nded....&& y0u kn0 dhat was my qu3 2 try 2 m0v3 on iint0 dhat....lma0....but an33wayz w3 start3d talkiin takiing thiings sl0w....but h3 had 2 g0 away f0r th3 r3maiind3r 0f th3 summ3r 0f o7.....dhat didn't sl0w dwn my h3art b3at && iit diidnt wat3r dwn my f33lingz 4 hiim eiith3r.....iit kiinda mad3 my f33liings str0ng3r.....w3 start3d g0iin 0ut august 6.....&& iit was craz33 b3caus3 liik3 ii saiid ii had my 3y3s 0n dhiis b0y siinc3 f3b 0f o7.....s0 iit f3lt mad go0d 2 acctually kn0 dhat h3 was my b0yfrii3nd....tiim3 w3nt by && liik3 any r3latiii0nshipz thiingz start3d 2 chang3....ii gu3ss ii aiint giiv3 hiim ro0m && h3 juss wasn't r3adii 2 c0mmiit......w.e th3 iissu3 iit r3ally hiit m3 hard.....liik3 a t0n of briickz....ii cud t3ll h3 still car3d but ii wasn't sur3 iif h3 l0v3d m3 th3 sam3...w3 walk3d iint0 o8 wiith thiingz unsaiid && f33liingz iin shambl3z...iit was h0rriibl3...w3 br0k3 up th3n g0t bacc 2g3th3r d3n br0k3 up agaiin....&& dhat tiim3 iit was f0r go0d....thiinkiin ab0ut 3arly last y3ar r3aly g3ts m3 wat3ry 3y3d b3caus3 s0 much to0k plac3 && ummm juss a l0t 0f drama...thiingz dhat mad3 m3 c r y && basiically br0k3 m3 dwn....m3ntally 2....ab0ut 3 m0nths ag0 ii g0t ova da d3pr3ssii0n.....&& sum thiink iim silly.....sum 3v3n thiink iim juss an assh0l3 f0r still l0viing hiim...my f33liingz may hav3 b33n hurt && my h3art may hav3 b33n scarr3d but my l0v3 n3va chang3d t0wards hiim && ii b3lii3v3 iit n3va will....ii s33 iin hiim wat 0thas dnt......h3 iis sumthiin sp3ciial 2 m3 && ii b3lii3v3 dhat w3 can mak3 thiingz w0rk...b3caus3 ii hav3 alr3ady d3ciid3d dhat ii want hiim iin my futur3......&& l0ving hiim d03snt hurt iits dha tr0ubl3 that cumz wiith iit......but ii wud rath3r hav3 bad tiim3s wiith hiim d3n go0d tiim3s wiith s0m3on3 3ls3....luv u baby.....806....muahz