s0m3on3 wh0 h0ldz my h3art.......

I cud r3m3mb3r th3 fiirst tiim3 ii saw hiim...iit was a liitl3 c0ld 0utsiid3 && dhiis iis w3n niiggaz us3d 2 chiill 0n dha bl0ck faiithfully....lolz(d0s3 dayz)3v3ryb0dy was ko0l wiith 3v3ryb0dy.....&& n0t r3ally much drama was tak3n plac3...an33wayz....h3 always was mysterii0us 2 m3 cuz ii wud always c hiim ar0und......&& b3 kiinda afraiid 2 tlk 2 hiim....but ii d3v3l0p3d a liikiin 2 hiim b3caus3 h3 s33med diiff3r3nt....ii wud d0 liittl3 stuff 2 mak3 hiim n0tiic3 m3 but iit aiint s33m liik3 h3 r3ally acknowl3dg3d m3..m0nths w3nt by && ii wud tlk 2 diiff3r3nt niiggaz som3tiim3z 2 mak3 hiim j3al0us 0r mak3 hiim car3 && n0tiic3 m3....iit s33m3d liik3 iit was w0rkiing at first but th3n h3 g0t iint0 a r3latii0nship && th3 dumb part was dhat was wiith my h3lp.....0nly b3cuz ii f3lt liik3 h3 diidnt hav3 an33 iint3r3st iin m3....ab0ut a m0nth w3nt by && hiis prii0r r3latii0nship 3nded....&& y0u kn0 dhat was my qu3 2 try 2 m0v3 on iint0 dhat....lma0....but an33wayz w3 start3d talkiin takiing thiings sl0w....but h3 had 2 g0 away f0r th3 r3maiind3r 0f th3 summ3r 0f o7.....dhat didn't sl0w dwn my h3art b3at && iit diidnt wat3r dwn my f33lingz 4 hiim eiith3r.....iit kiinda mad3 my f33liings str0ng3r.....w3 start3d g0iin 0ut august 6.....&& iit was craz33 b3caus3 liik3 ii saiid ii had my 3y3s 0n dhiis b0y siinc3 f3b 0f o7.....s0 iit f3lt mad go0d 2 acctually kn0 dhat h3 was my b0yfrii3nd....tiim3 w3nt by && liik3 any r3latiii0nshipz thiingz start3d 2 chang3....ii gu3ss ii aiint giiv3 hiim ro0m && h3 juss wasn't r3adii 2 c0mmiit......w.e th3 iissu3 iit r3ally hiit m3 hard.....liik3 a t0n of briickz....ii cud t3ll h3 still car3d but ii wasn't sur3 iif h3 l0v3d m3 th3 sam3...w3 walk3d iint0 o8 wiith thiingz unsaiid && f33liingz iin shambl3z...iit was h0rriibl3...w3 br0k3 up th3n g0t bacc 2g3th3r d3n br0k3 up agaiin....&& dhat tiim3 iit was f0r go0d....thiinkiin ab0ut 3arly last y3ar r3aly g3ts m3 wat3ry 3y3d b3caus3 s0 much to0k plac3 && ummm juss a l0t 0f drama...thiingz dhat mad3 m3 c r y && basiically br0k3 m3 dwn....m3ntally 2....ab0ut 3 m0nths ag0 ii g0t ova da d3pr3ssii0n.....&& sum thiink iim silly.....sum 3v3n thiink iim juss an assh0l3 f0r still l0viing hiim...my f33liingz may hav3 b33n hurt && my h3art may hav3 b33n scarr3d but my l0v3 n3va chang3d t0wards hiim && ii b3lii3v3 iit n3va will....ii s33 iin hiim wat 0thas dnt......h3 iis sumthiin sp3ciial 2 m3 && ii b3lii3v3 dhat w3 can mak3 thiingz w0rk...b3caus3 ii hav3 alr3ady d3ciid3d dhat ii want hiim iin my futur3......&& l0ving hiim d03snt hurt iits dha tr0ubl3 that cumz wiith iit......but ii wud rath3r hav3 bad tiim3s wiith hiim d3n go0d tiim3s wiith s0m3on3 3ls3....luv u baby.....806....muahz